i had another dream! this time it involved kimura and nakai! i was watching like a sxs christmas bistro special with otsuka ai as the guest. suddenly i was IN the show. i was cutting up some mushrooms with kimura and nakai watching next to me. then out of nowhere kimura asks for my knife and starts cutting the mushrooms himself. nakai was standing close to him and i was just looking at them. then my fangirl came out and i actually said "wow, the two tops. you look like a married couple!" instead of being weirded out they played it up and nakai put his head on kimura's shoulder. then we sat down to eat whatever it was we were cooking and it was just me, kimura and the actress megumi. not the one from the drama pride but the one that used to always appear in skits on sxs. she was jealous of the attention i got from kimura and was making snide remarks. i of course didn't just sit there and let her insult me so we got into an argument. then megumi made something really horrible that made me start to tear up and by this time kimura had had enough and told megumi to apologize. she did but in a fake way and i was just so frustrated so i walked away. kimura ran after me and caught my arm to stop me. tryinig to comfort me he said "she apologized, it's ok now." i replied with "do you really believe that she was sincere? i can't take it anymore takuya. thank you for the meal." after i said that i walked to class and kimura was also in it too but sat two rows behind me. i could feel that he was looking at me and very concerned. when we started watching a movie in class i took that as a chance to get away and went to the restroom. kimura got up too but i lost him and hid in the restroom stall.
wow i've been having dreams about everyone lately! like every night! maybe this is their way of trying to pull me back into spending all my time on the internet obsessing over them. but you know, i've got a life and things to do outside of je! lol, well, at least during winter break.
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