ladyusagi’s blog

ok, so my first year at berkeley's done.  now what?

Goals for the Summer

-find a job: done
-lose the college weight: ....
-find a real man that isn't in a boyband: .....
-organize my files and disks: I've  been saying this since 10th grade...
-blog more?: I don't see how this will help me..

so i had two separate dreams about goro.

the first one was a few nights ago and we were filming a drama together.  we were gonna do a kiss scene and it was my first one ever so i was twice as nervous.  goro just said smoothly "it'll be ok" and when we did the scene he was such a smooth kisser.  so gentle, something you'd expect from a girl i guess.  but there was a cold feeling to his lips and that bothered me throughout the whole dream. 

the next one is a pretty funny one.  it was about goro's "new wild haircut".  if you know me, i'm always complaining about how goro never changes his hair.  but the thing is, i didn't see his new hair!  even in a dream i can't imagine him with any other type of hair.  lol. 

man this is becoming like my johnnys dream blog

COMPATIBILITY

me and mabo - according to chinese astrology we are

The Best Simply the best, your match was scripted by the signs as The Perfect Match.  There is nothing you cannot do as long as you are together for you balance each other perfectly.  The search is over. You have found your perfect man.
Final Rating: 97%

whoo!!

me and nakai -

Excellent - The princess has found her prince probably after kissing far to many frogs!  The challenge now is how many beautiful children you guys will have.  Do I hear a 2, 3, 4, or 5?

Final Rating: 81%

not bad either!  and beautiful children! yay, lol.

me and yamaguchi -

Very good - Remember all those happy couples you would envy before you found this wonderful man?  If you can't beat them then join them.  Now your have. Let others eat their hearts out.

Final Rating: 77%

he's a wonderful man indeed.

me and taichi -

Hopeless Signs like yours just dont mix.  Just think you are made up of four signs and a mix of five elements, none of which must match to give you this score. Have you ever heard the adage, "Trying to squeeze blood from a rock?" Well this is the relationship form of "Trying to squeeze love from a rock." Forget it and find a new man.

Final Rating: 3%

haha, wow if that's not bad i don't know what is.

so my parents and aunt were watching house of flying daggers tonight.  while we were watching my aunt asked my mom which guy she liked.  my mom said takeshi kaneshiro.  my aunt said, nah i like andy lau.  then they turned to my dad who was lying on the couch and asked him who he liked.  he just laughed and avoided the question.  when they asked me i said "i like them both."  and then my dad jokingly said "wow, what a player." haha

so in my dream it was mid afternoon and i had just put my 4 year old niece to sleep.  after i put her to sleep i walked into my bedroom and plopped onto my b ed.  i was laying on my right side and next to me was a pillow that i hugged.  next to the pillow was a man and all i could see was his back because he was turned the other way.  then i said "hey, when should i wake you up?"  the person turned his head to look at me and it was okada junichi!  he was half asleep and said groggily "hmmm, 5 o'clock?  yeah, i gotta have enough time to get ready for work."  then he turned his body so that he was facing me and hugged the pillow i was hugging.  it seemed like he had gone back to sleep but then he opened his eyes, gave a cute little smile, pat my head gently and said "you'll wake me up right?".  then he went back to sleep.

he's seriously been creeping slowly into my fandom in these past few years.  for some reason, i don't take to him as quickly as others.  it's not that i ever disliked him but there was always somebody with him that i paid more attention to.  but still, slowly but surely, he got in there.  man, johnny really was some sort of evil genius.  he knew how to tap into the hearts and wallets of young girls/housewives before anyone did back then.  and somehow, he managed to make those groups last even when they're over 30, something that is incomprehensible to american/western boybands.  but then there are also the group members themselves that keep people interested over so many years.  when they don't succeed they try to figure out ways to make themselves work and appeal to people.  variety shows are a godsend to je groups.  why is johnny an EVIL genius?  because he keeps on sucking out the money in my bank account.  also, somehow, he set up his empire in such a way that when you like one group, you start branching out to other groups and liking them.  it's probably impossible to be dedicated to just one group without liking another.

i like the song better than mermaid but i guess that's not saying much.  i dunno, i wouldn't say it was half-assed because that would  be discrediting smap's hard work but it just seems not as much thought is put into the singles anymore.  maybe it's because it's a song for a sports event.  but it's upbeat but not really.  not as fun as bang bang vacance yet not as feel good as freebird which was another upbeat but sorta mellow single.  maybe i just haven't heard it enough to like it.  well i'm sure it'll still be number 1 for the first week.  now here's a little story my deranged head came up with

Goronakai

aren't goro and nakai unusually close today?  and why such a gap from the other members.  oh my, knees and elbows touching.  but wait, look at the face on takuya, goro's usual "touchy buddy"

Busted

takuya's not pleased and goro knows it.  nakai has also realized this and is alarmed.  shingo is still trying to figure out what is happening.

Sexynakai

while nakai's trying to let things cool off he sits to the side and turns on his sexy.  yes, he makes even sitting and leaning to the side a bit so sexy.  must be the deep v white t-shirt.  number 6 is like him trying to hide his smile as he thinks "yeah, i'm so sexy."  number 3 is him looking down nonchalantly to strike another pose.  "maybe this angle will work too."  and number 2 is him looking at the fangirls and thinking "yeah, you're looking at me." but!  while he sits all sexy something has happened!

What

seems like goro has gone back to his friendly/good-natured tsuyoshi who he had a fling with back in the triangle days in winter of 06.  nakai's of course alerted and sending sexy death rays at goro.  takuya's just in the back relaxing because he knows goro always comes back.

ROFL.  it's amazing what the mind can come up with about things that happened in a few minutes.  but it's so fun.  i'm glad i have these sorta smap moments again.  lately i've been sorta not as interested.  neglectfulness of the familiar probably.  well it's probably because they haven't done anything new in so long so every week is just the routine episode of sxs.  during this time i sorta went exploring for new things i didn't have time before.  such as

Taichi

Mabo

taichi and mabo from tokio.  they were also on the show.  i'll spend time elaborating on another post devoted to my new found interests.